October 26, 2009
22. Week Two.
Let’s just call this “week two” because I’ve been away for a while. I’m sorry to say that my addiction to tv shows has been replaced with movies. Blockbuster is running a special through the holidays where if you rent 3 movies you get a popcorn, two drinks and two boxes of candy all for around $15.
I hate to say it but I’ve been going there every day. I still feel like I have to fill up that little black box with “something”. The house is still so lonely and empty and I just haven’t been able to muster up the balls to do other things. It’s so ingrained in me that I just want to sit in front of the tv and watch stuff. It’s really bad.
Hopefully, after seeing enough movies I’ll get past it, but it won’t be easy.